The Reason -Hoobastank

Diana is truely one of the kind,i really dig her!
Her life is so fulfilling and she is so inspiring (for me).Although i dunno her very well,but I really like her.

I hate gg to interviews these days..its like,I know I dun like their job yet i have to pretend to be so enthu about it.And I think that they may feel that im 'fake' too.

What do i wanna do?I dun want those offices or desk bound jobs.no matter how 'interesting' it is,it will get dull within the first month.

im more into jobs that are like on the go,but definitely not sales.coz i hate the term of hitting targets and when you did not,your boss with definitely strangle you alive.cant live to face that kinda harsh punishment.*wimpers*

i always like cafes kinda job and yes,Jason..YOU DUN rem' what is my wish or maybe dream.Gee..I am disappointed.

I would always love to set up those kinda contemporary zenish kinda cafes.2 storeys.The lower storey is a cafe,selling also different kinda (even exotic ones) pastries and cakes.The upper storey would be a book store.All kinda books and with computers ard.A few sofas and the rest would be like cushions on the floor.And yea,the whole funitures would be wooden made.And the music would be those kinda you hear in 'That CD shop'.

And if only I can just set up like I want to.Like...her.

If not,I would like to work in cafes alone.Not those selling pastas and food la.More like Coffeebean those kinda coffee joint,or just a small cozy pastry shop.Now if NOT for my parents,I wouldnt give a damn on what i am working as,even though it is so unworth my diploma.

When can I be just ME?
Yng always say i have the character of a guy???Well..to certain extent,I have to admit.Not only due to the fact that I have 2 brothers at home,but also precisely that my two brothers aint doing good,I HAVE to be my parents' hope.

I dun wanna be at who or where I am if I have the choice.

I wanna do what I want...I dun have too much choices in life.My life isnt always about myself only.:(

Lately Jason and I are back to the 'Single' mode.Well...I dunno how to describe but I do enjoy some bits of it.
I am hungry now...Hey Jason,if you read this..We can have a talk tonight?Been a few days since we talk right?Ok..not..we just talked for 20 odd minutes on HANDPHONE this wednesday.
Gosh..my bills!~~!